Here we are

why do we need the constant approval of our actions, like we just can't accept the fact that somehow we are free and independent people, acting randomly, and that absolutely nobody knows how to behave out there.

We usually think that at some point we will learn a lesson but we are constantly forgetting it. It’s like the never ending stone in our path.

The point is, there is not only one way of ruling your life, and we think there is. We are so depending on other people’s opinion that how can we know that we are truly ourselves out there. In the real life. I mean, if out of the scope of society, we will do exactly the same things, go to the same places, talk about the same subjects or just, simply enjoy being. Alive.

It is tormenting me how time goes by so quickly, that I can’t barely hold it within my hands. It is impressive. 20 seconds ago I was in a different city, in love of a different person and looking at things in a total different way. And still, I think nothing has changed in me. How stupid. Of course it has.

At some point, we go back to our reality when we stop wandering around and we still have no idea of anything. But it is not even depressing, it is surprising how little we know ourselves, that we think we are capable or anything or nothing and we managed to be disappointed or hopeful. It’s almost magic.

I don’t know if you get what I mean by this nonsense, but my idea is to stop caring and start enjoying. Just like that. As nobody on earth came with instructions on how to approach to things/people/places. But here we are. at this precise moment, and in this precise place.

La jonction, two different rivers flowing on the same directions and separated by a wall (Genève)